July 12, 2016
What does it mean to "leave your first love"?
Maybe, when we first become Christians everything is new and exciting. So much to learn, so much to know, and we are so eager to please this Savior-- the One who has done so much, so very much for us. " We will do anything for You, LORD!"
After a while, we begin to settle into this routine of doing. We don't ask anymore, "What would You have me do?" because we already know. We get up in the morning and start our doing, our living for God. We go through the motions, set ourselves on autopilot. Maybe, without even realizing it, our service becomes . . . self-service. It feels good, after all, to be doing all the right things and pleasing God, to boot!
Except, we're not.
We may have fooled ourselves into believing we are following His agenda but He knows the truth. All dressed up in our Sunday-best, we are once again calling the shots, setting our own schedules; taking the skeleton pieces of His will and fleshing it out to make it our own. Something we can feel more comfortable with; a better fit.
Well then, if the love He wants from us is a love that obeys and serves, but not on our own terms, what does that look like?
Is it opening our eyes in the morning and our first thought being, "There is nothing on my agenda today that is set in stone. Your will, not mine, be done"?
Making sure there is time for Him, with Him before anything or anyone else?
Choosing to be still and quiet when every fiber of our being strains to be up and going?
Decreasing, as He increases, even when we desperately desire to be acknowledged, affirmed?
" Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works."